I feel like even though we havent even been together for 4 days, that Marty and I are going to last. And that he's going to be my first a lot of things. I like him. And you know what? He likes me for exactly who I am. He's seen me at my craziest, most obnoxious states, and that's usually what scares everyone away. But he's still here, and all I want right now is to lay down with him and talk. Not even cuddle or touch. Just have him be here.